My life at Monash!

So I have finally begun my journey as a Monash student. Wow, I have been waiting for this moment for months, and I have to say it feels so good being able to study again. I've already completed 2 weeks at Monash, and I've already having trouble with the lectures. Damn it, that's what happens after staying home for 10 months without opening a single book, your brain becomes so rusty it's hard to accept information.

The first week was boring. It was an orientation week. Even my first day at Monash caused me so many problems. My name was not in the list during registration so I have to meet a few people to get it sorted out. Some Petronas scholars also have this problems. Look I know we are poor people because we are sponsored students, but that doesn't mean we should be treated as second class citizens. In fact we should receive more attention since we're the kind of people whose going to lift the university's reputation. So later I found out my name was not in the system. What the fuck man I've already submitted everything including the guarantee letter from Sime Darby. I have to fill out the whole application form again and submit it by hand, again. Shit this supposed to be a prestigious school. How can they mess up with such a simple thing like this.

Last week I started on my classes. Shit most of the lectures are boring. Especially my materials lecturer, he's an Indian who graduated from Indian Institute of Technology ( big deal man). I mean I'm fine with his accent even though it's a bit hard to catch but the problem is he started to use engineering terms out of nowhere without explaining about it. For example, stress, strain, true strain all this are completely alien to us but he assumes we already know about it. If we already knew about it why the hell would we be taking this subject. Anyways math is really confusing. We started learning about vectors which was the subject I hated most and got me a B for math. Physics was good, the lecturer, Dr Lan Boon Leong is very funny and cheerful. He made physics fun, just like Cikgu Subki.

All and all I'm quite satisfied with Monash University. A bit dissappointed with their system though. Also I found that my biggest problem here is trying to find new friends. Sure I made some but I culdn't fit in properly. I realized over here I am the minority and I've already forgotten how to mix and interact with other races. Being in SAS and matriculation really doesn't help my interracial communication. I remembered when I was in seaport, I made a lot of chinese and indian friends, now I found it hard to replicate that action.

Tagged by an angel!!!

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
-Kopi O' Kaw

What is your most favourite thing to do?
-Playing my guitar

who do you miss ryte now??
-Allah ngan Nabi Muhammad...

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
-Nothing... I'm already fat... Should change the question to "What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fatter?"

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
-There is... a crush... but it is unrequited

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
-Maybe in the woods... but in the city, virtually impossible.

7. Do you know your BMI (Body Mass Index)?
-32 kot... yeah I'm fat alrite... happy now?

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
-Fap??? ha ha

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Going to war is much easier than this.... I mean it....

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-Extremely beautiful.... funny.... worth dying for

11.What is the thing that will make you thing he/she is kind?
- how she helps those in need

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- Backstab and hypocrite

13. Are you left-handed or right-handed?
- Right handed..

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- Nasi Lemak dan Ayam Goreng...

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- happy..

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- Low-self esteem

17. How would you like to die?
- In a very honorable way like syahid or dying while sujud. I am very scared of dying in a horrible manner where you can't even tell apart your arms or legs. I truly believe how a person dies reflects his or her life.

18. Cats or Dogs?
-of coz cats..

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
- I love Islam more than anything else??

20. If you have a million ringgit,what would you do?
- Invest mah, buy properties and stocks...

I'm tagging Amin, Wari, Emir, Naim and Nazrin.

* anda dikehendaki mengambil 3 gamba di bahagian muka.
* pastikan di crop.
* setiap gamba hanya boleh menampakkan 1 atau 2 anggota SAHAJA!
* huraikan sedikit tentang pic itu.
* tag sesiape je asalkan lebih 5 orang.

Mata aku ni bahaya sikit. Bila aku tenung tu mcm ular je. Orang kata takut tengok mata aku. Sucks out the life out of them.

Hidung aku ni deria bau dia kuat sikit. Boleh bau benda orang lain tak bleh. Macam kadang2 terkluar bau kemenyan ke, aku sorang je dpt bau. Tu la, aku byk training.




Mulut aku banyak mengeluarkan perkataan lucah dan kasar. Banyak gk berzikir ngan menyebut nama Allah untuk neutral kn perkataan x baik tu.

Aku tag Naim, Nazrin, Amir, Clement ngan Eji hahaa....

My Biggest Celebrity Crush!

I'm sure each and every one of us has a celebrity crush. For girls I'm sure it would like Brad Pitt, Jonas Brothers or Christiano Ronaldo ( fuckin hate him, play football like shit). For some of you guys it would like Jessica Alba or Maria Ozawa ( jgn nk tipu, aku tau ko kenal!) . But for me, my biggest celebrity crush is one of the main stars from Gilmore Girls. None other than the blue-eyed Alexis Bledel!







































































Beautiful isn't she? It all started back when I was in Form 5. I was browsing through the newspaper then suddenly a picture of her caught my eye. Oh my god, she is mesmerizing, words cannot describe how I felt. I was lovestruck, it was love at first sight. That doesn't happen to me a lot but it was like I found the girl I wanted. I became a huge Gilmore Girls fan after that, weird aite? What the hell is this metal guy doing watchin Gilmore Girls? Well you just discovered the softer side of me that is rarely revealed to people. Consider yourself lucky, knowing my soft spot. ha ha....

Anyways I know that she's like 8 years older than me, but I can't resist her charm. Her blue eyes, her beautful face, her long smooth silky brown hair...arrgh droooool... ( I'm not really in favor of breasts and hot bods, I'm more of a gentlemen.... heh heh.) But damn it, not only is she soooo cute, she's a talented actress. I just love watchin her in Gilmore girls, believe it or not I cried when the series ended. Damn shouldn't have said that, that was my darkest secret.





















The picture that changed my life...

Why guitars are a lot like girls

For a guitarist, the guitar has become more than just an instrument, it has somewhat become part of their body. However I realized the are a couple of similarities between guitars and girlfriends.

• When you get them, you felt extremely happy, just like a new girlfriend.
• A good looking guitar makes you stand out from the others, just like having a pretty lady by your side.
• You take care of them with the same respect to your girlfriends ( This varies with everyone, depends on how you take care of your stuff).
• Both delivers maximum satisfaction (maybe not sexual, but pleasure still).
• Beginners will get sore fingers after done playing them ( Extreme!)
  
• You just want to hold them in your hands and never let go.
• Both requires high level of maintenance ( Guitars need to change strings, oil fretboard, clean pickups, hardware, etc.)
• Both make a very nice sound when you're playing them ( ha ha you get what I mean)..
• You often tend to cheat a lot on both of them ( Playing with other people's stuff).
• Polygamy is very popular ( I myself have 4 'wives')
• You always find yourself searching for a new one ( gettin bored with the old one).
• The good ones cost a lot.
• The rare and unique ones are always sought after.
• Like a girl, a guitar will nag ( sound bad ) if you don't do the right stuff.
• And most of all, both of them mean a lot to you. When you've got hold of the right one, you just want to hold tight and never let go.
  

Silat Cekak Ustaz Hanafi

It's probably been 2 months now since I joined Silat Cekak Ustaz Hanafi. I remembered how it all started, I was doing pretty much nothing then I suddenly have the urged about joining silat. Don't know why, cahaya hidayah kot. So I started searching on the net to look for places to learn Silat. The nearest one I could find is at Kota Damansara so I gave the instructor a call and arranged for a meeting. That night I went there and was greeted by the handler and he explained to me about Silat Cekak Ustaz Hanafi as I observe some of the students practicing. Later we went to a mamak shop and had coffee and started talking. So I left him my contact no. and a couple of months later there was a oath taking ceremony.

Up till now I never regreted joining it. Sure it maybe tiring and consume a lot of my time but it is fun and I learned something important. I always had this fear of like 20 people ambushing me. So now I want to prepare myself if that moment ever comes. Seriously this silat is well adapted for fighting purposes and is extremely effective. Even the first movement ( or buah) is cleverly constructed. I used to learn Taekwondo before for years but I knew it is absolutely useless in the line of battle. You have to rely on strength and stamina and pretty much doesnt help if you're being attacked by a gang. It is more suitable on a competition or one on one fight but even then it doesn't give you the higher edge in a fight. This silat is pretty much using the human anatomy, striking at the points and bringing the opponent down to the ground. It's brutal, and the training is rigorous but it is just what I was looking for.

Tagged by Wanie

i/ Copy Badge “2008 Cute’s Blogger Award” and put it on your blog


ii] Link or tell a bit about the person who gave you the award.

• Super cute.
• Ye la, sebab lawa tu sng la carik org baru.
• Studying at Utem Melaka.
• Maybe I have a crush on her, maybe, heh heh
  

iii]Each one of you who receive this award must list down 10 facts / hobbies about yourself

• I'm fugly, that's people's first impression on me
• Suka main gitar, jiran smua geram bunyi bising
• Heavy metal is my passion, and I'm talented playing it.
• My influences are Alexi Laiho, Yngwie Malmsteen, Synyster Gates and Kerry King.
  
• Study at Monash University for Mechanical Engineering course
• Got Sime Darby Scholarship, best worr, dpt pg oversea nnti.
• I like playing video games, especially FPS (no to DOTA)
• Problem's with spending money, duit scholarship aku almost gone dh.
• Aku takut dengan Allah.
• Salah satu hajat aku yang paling besar ialah meninggal dalam keadaan yang mulia ( sujud dalam solat, mati syahid, atau mati menyelamatkan orang.)
  

iv] I pass diz award to

• No one. This award dies with me. ha ha